aftermath… February 16, 2009
Waking up 7:30 a.m. phoneless, dropped it in my girl’s car last night… oh, well, peace is good 
Juiced all the vegetable I have in the fridge, really want to start feeling happy and healthy.
Never once had a new year resolution, guess somehow I would not admit my life could possibly be anything less than perfect… How does one get so delusional? 
So here is my new birthday resolution:
I will learn to be kind to myself,
I will not shy away from compliments,
I will commit myself to working hard on my career and give up my coward idea of raising Ryeland sheep upstate somewhere (hah, this is so not made up… but, they are really really cute…),
I will find a new apartment,
I will not be scared of real life,
I WILL STOP PRETENDING THAT I LOVE HELLO KITTY, and
I will not snap at Lisa ever again (hah, Lisa, this one is for you… I will try hard…), and
I am giving myself 365 days to see all these through… wish me luck…
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